Sorry for the lack of posts.... Life has been crazy latley. I'm uping
my workout time considerably latley because, well, it's important.

I also made a decision to start taking diet pills. I started my
prescription Friday morning and this morning the scale read 7.8 pounds
lighter than it did. I'm thinking it was a good decision.

I have so many good posts planned for y'all about wedding updates, I
just need to find the time! As it is, I'm writing this post on my
iPod while on my lunch break (cause less food to eat = more time to
goof off on my cell phone!).

The weight game.

So, I am considering something fairly drastic.  Diet Pills.  of the "about to be banned by the FDA" varriety.  I am overweight.  and I'm sick of it.  I eat fairly healthy (lots of salad, reduced fat, low cal, cut out junk food), I do cardio 3 times a week, and strength train twice a week.  AND I'M STILL FAT.  I'm sick of having tried everything and failing.  I'm sick of loosing only 5 pounds, then seeing nothing else budge on the scale.  My cousin has lost 50 pounds since labor day.  FIFTY.  Does she work out?  nope.  Does she eat healthy foods?  nope.  BUT, she took diet pills.  So, I'm trying it.

I don't even care if it give me some sort of heart problem.  I'm just willing to do whatever it takes to get skinny at this point.  (even "eat less, excersize more", which I'm already doing.) 
Happy New Year Everybody!

My only resolution is to be happy this year.  There were too many twists and turns for me in 2009, and well, now... it's time for the fresh start.